Sickness and Blah

I know I haven't done much of a to-do list lately. I want to say it's because Brian has been sick, but really it is because I've gotten lazy again. I don't know why I get so lazy, I feel like if I can't do the things I want to do I can't do anything. I get anxious sometimes because I want to have a garden, I want to cook all my meals, I want to keep my house organized and clean. Sometimes I make the excuse that school is in the way but really I can handle school and housework if I figure out a good time management strategy. I really think the breakdown time I created in my last blog will work if I add one time block at a time. I'm going back to the 1 hour for school work and 15 minutes for clean up tomorrow. If I'm ready I will try to add another time block onto my schedule. We'll see how everything goes.